I'm at a low ebb.
At work the christmas holidays are always the hardest for me. Every day brings a fresh crop of clowns, idiots & agressive halfwits to my little world. I hate putting hurt on nice people who didn't read a speed sign or know what kind of fish that is. The aggressive ones are easier to deal with as there is an element of 'Fck You, cop this'. I also get suprises; I had a guy burst into tears the other day at a speeding ticket and another beg me, in front of 2 mates, actually plead with me not to issue a ticket for flares 3 years expired. That sh!t eats your soul, let me tell you. I'm also acting king. Even without crises there are times when it's Not good to be the king.
Dad's illness has recently been ah complicated with some pretty bad news. Surgery soon kind of bad news.
Because I'm A: preoccupied with the above, B: perhaps just a tiny tad surly and C: there is a chance that I may over-react to otherwise very minor Piss Me Offs things are not so sunshine & buttercups @ home.
Pick 'em up & put them down.
Anyone remember the old horse in Animal Farm?